The day after TOMORROW...

One day left....

count down for another 24 hrs,

i am gonna leave my hometown and go back to my 2nd home...

Another long long ways to come....

I wonder what will happen when i reach there..

Well, I just wish that what i wished will come true...

But, could it be possible?

I can just make assumptions in my mind..

I start packing my luggage

And double check my list that i done before i came back..

Have to bring this one, that one...

I squeeze and squeezeeeeeeee

Oh no... my bag is full..

Ermmm....

Luckily i brought back an empty bag or else....

Cracking jokes and chitchatting with my dearest friend, teddy bear

About our secrets in heart that we used to share among me, her and panda

we share our secrets in heart

more to our feelings, happiness and disappointments

As the sweet memories lingered in my mind,

Suddenly all kinds of queries surged up my mind and i asked many things from her and ''others'',

And know about many many things that i didn't notice before,

Behaviour, the way of talking....

It seems like a stranger to me..

Maybe different people to face with will give a different kind of reaction...

My heart went weary, unable to find a solution to the problem...

I was suddenly aroused from my thoughts by the ringing sound from the phone..

Life still going on without waiting anyone...

It was indeed realistic and harsh even to a simple girl like me..

When traveling down the memory land,

every sweet moment i have during the last long holiday,

which is deep in my heart,

i will appreciate it forever.

And there is once upon a time,

I thought of being forever with u,

To share my happiness and sadness with u.

But now.....

A peaceful afternoon...

itting alone in front of pc,

My brother is busy playing his psp.

Suddenly i realise my 2 weeks holiday comes to an end...

I have to go back to reality.

Everything comes back to me in a flash...

Desperate of water, walking alone back to hostel, looking at the surronding and recall my memory in hometown, emptiness began to fill my heart...

i start to ask myself , in the stage of growing up, how many things that i actually done to fulfill the life as a Christian.

Is"IT"a challenge from God?

Maybe God breaks our heart to make us whole.

Maybe God sends us pain so we can be stronger,

Maybe God sends us failure so we can be humble,

Maybe God takes "EVERYTHING"away from us so we can learn the value of "EVERYTHING" that we have.....

That "EVERYTHING" makes me think of something or someone that i have experienced and gone through currently....

But i whispering to myself it is just the beginning of my long-long road.....

riends, at least u still have support from one another

U are breathing the same air, looking at the same sky, talking about the same topic, meet with each other,

Can hear, touch, share the same feelings, happiness and disappointments towards something.

But i have to make my own illusion ,

Wondering what u doing in another world across the ocean....

onna meet my close friend tonight(just two of us)

What will we chat about tonight?

Past? Current? or Future?

Just feel eager to meet her soon...

Well, after tonight, when will we meet?

3 months 5 months or even longer than that.....
I dont dare to think about it,

Just give my best wishes to her.......

Happy moment, praise God

Difficult moment, seek God

Quiet moment, wordship God

Painful moment, trust God

Every moment, just thank God